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I don't really know what exactly to write here, or where to start... What I really need is help getting a home. I have been pretty much homeless for the last year. I have been living in motels this whole time, and I feel like I'm trapped into doing this for the rest of my life, because it's so expensive, their is no way I can save money for the deposit & first months rent (& possibly last months rent!) to get into a place. I have an 8 year old son, who has been living with his dad & his family for this whole time, and I miss him & he misses me, and I really need to get a home so I can be his mother again... The situation I'm in is way too unstable to have him with me... I have tried this whole time to somehow save up & get myself out of this trap, but to no avail... It's starting to feel pretty hopeless. If I had family or friends that would help me at all, I would have already tried... I don't have anyone. I rarely have even enough money to be able to eat on a regular basis... I guess what would really help me would be either a loan or for someone kind enough to help get me out of this situation & into a home. Either way, I would pretty much do anything at this point for some help. I'm desperate, my son needs his mom, and I need a little help before my hopelessness completely takes over & I can't even do what I'm doing now anymore... I don't know. It's getting depressing... Please help, anyone, with something realistic. Like I said, I'm willing to do anything. I just need a home for me & my son... Thanks...